So what? You try again, that's what.

Hey guys

I feel like I owe you all an explanation of why my blog was on private, 

why I haven't been answering messages, why I haven't been posting, why I 

closed everything down, and why I've basically been ignoring you all for

about a week. 

Life kinda went downhill around Saturday/Sunday night and just kept falling

further day after day this week. Everything's just been a hectic mess and really

sorta had a breakdown and had to shut everything down for a couple days, is all.

Everything's still a mess now, but it's grown smaller the past couple days once I 

gave myself a break and locked myself out of social media for a while and gave

myself some time to work on fixing everything. I can't really talk about what all

happened, since it's sorta a personal family thing, but the important thing is I'm 

back now, at least for a little while. I'm probably not going to be posting again 

because there's still plenty of things to fix, but for now, I won't be going private 

anymore. :)

I hope you all have been doing wonderful while I was gone, sorry I didn't really

get a chance to check up on everyone, but I'm going to work on that this weekend.

I was thinking about all those gif-filled posts I used to do that I haven't done in a

couple months, actually, and I wanted to fix that. So, this post will just be filled 

with general things that make me happy. I have a whole section on my Tumblr blog of

 things that make me feel warm and fuzzy inside, and basically that's all this post will

 consist of. It won't really have any structure whatsoever, but hopefully it'll do it's job

 and make at least a couple of you smile.

Edit: I did get a pre-written post up halfway through the week though, so I wasn't gone

for too long, thankfully.

“To me, the meaning of a human life is to be happy; it’s to achieve happiness right now. 

It’s to make sure you’re happy in the future, and so that generally when you look back on 

your life, you’re like: yes, that was satisfactory. If some people on Youtube have a message

 to give people, I guess that mine is, do whatever you have to do to be happy.”

- danisnotonfire, via

Its always the dumbest things that make me laugh

 

 

and last thing is a continuing playlist I've made of videos that make me happy

you can find it here

I'm also working on a list of songs that make me happy, so if any of you want

the link to that, just let me know and I'll try to get it up. 

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I decided halfway through this that I was going to do this more often. So look forward

to more of these kinds of posts in the future.

And before I go, if you're in the mood to read little one-line things that make you

feel all warm and fuzzy inside, I recommend checking out conceptualsolitude on tumblr.

The whole page makes me so very happy and I'm actually working on drawing some

things based on a lot of these, and I've been keeping this to myself for a long time, but

I feel so selfish doing that. I've been trying so, so hard to have a new perspective on life and 

learning to be a better person in general the past few years, and one thing that a friend 

of mine from school taught me just a couple weeks ago is that music and art is for

 everyone and happiness and joy should be shared.

So this is just me sharing my happiness with you.

I hope it helps.

I hope you have a fantastic day, don't forget to drink some water and enjoy the outdoors and

stretch today. Take care of yourself, friend. 

And thank you so much for reading. <3

Eat lots of pineapples,

Drink some water,

And read a magical book for me

((Also I WILL be responding to comments next week, I feel awful for 

not doing so earlier, and I'm so sorry, but life's been a little annoying, but I'm

working on responding to all the lovely things you've said a little bit at a time))

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