this is certainly nothing special, just a mini update post on my life, coming from your local incredibly sentimental sap.
i believe i started this blog when i was about thirteen or fourteen??? gosh, i feel like i have been at least that many different people since i began. i'm turning twenty in just a few weeks and it just dawned on me that i am in the last couple weeks of adolescence and i can't help but feel that i should be something else. something older, more together, someone who has more money, has a somewhat coherent career path. thankfully, those are only feelings, and should does not mean have to, therefore i cannot really beat myself up over the path that i am on now.
therefore, i have decided to do a little reintroduction, as i am in a position where i am trying to find out where i want to go next, and sometimes that requires stepping back and looking at who and where i am currently.
i have recently been going by the name mei. i turn 20 years old next thursday. i am an infp/j and a sagittarius. i am currently in the middle of being an english major and an art major in uni, although i have not a clue what i would do with either degree, i just enjoy exploring the paths humanity has taken philosophically. i am incredibly careful at keeping my school life organized with multiple planners and binders and color coded notes with special sections and labels and certain color post-it notes to keep everything together. at the same time, i cannot keep anything else in my life organized to save my life.
i have not been conscious about how exactly i treat my body until about 3-4 years ago, which is when i started to adore running as well. i do not read or write nearly as much as i used to, but i have been learning to listen better. at the same time, i have learned that my voice deserves a place as much as anyone else's.
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twenty years old next week, huh?
a small visual of who i am now
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last thing i shall leave you with for now
(mga)
have a wonderful day :)
okay not gonna lie, it's so weird seeing all my blogging friends from like 2015/2016 and such grow up?? and then i'm a puny little high schooler who started blogging in like 3rd grade lmao.
ReplyDeletei personally felt the "i keep everything in color coded folders and such but otherwise i can't keep anything organized to save my life" part,, lmao
also?? you're so pretty???
-mckenzie
(the-anti-social-social-club.blogspot.com)
oh gosh, i feel you man. part of me is completely blown away that we have been here this long, while also at the same time i feel like a completely different person compared to when i started haha. it's such a different place here now than when it was in the 2015-2016 era
Deleteand dude, beginning blogging in third grade is brave, that's impressive actually
also right??? gotta keep my notes together to keep up the illusion of productivity always
and thank youuuuuu!!!! you're too sweet :)
IS IT POSSIBLE that I read your blog a while ago and then we got out of contact? We are in the same blogging circle and that might be a thing. I have been blogging since 2012 and OH MY GOODNESS I love it. Happy birthday.
ReplyDeletei totally think that's possible honestly, i've been through quite a few blogs in my time haha. but dude, props to you for blogging for this long!!! and thank youuuu!!
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