this is certainly nothing special, just a mini update post on my life, coming from your local incredibly sentimental sap.
i believe i started this blog when i was about thirteen or fourteen??? gosh, i feel like i have been at least that many different people since i began. i'm turning twenty in just a few weeks and it just dawned on me that i am in the last couple weeks of adolescence and i can't help but feel that i should be something else. something older, more together, someone who has more money, has a somewhat coherent career path. thankfully, those are only feelings, and should does not mean have to, therefore i cannot really beat myself up over the path that i am on now.
therefore, i have decided to do a little reintroduction, as i am in a position where i am trying to find out where i want to go next, and sometimes that requires stepping back and looking at who and where i am currently.
i have recently been going by the name mei. i turn 20 years old next thursday. i am an infp/j and a sagittarius. i am currently in the middle of being an english major and an art major in uni, although i have not a clue what i would do with either degree, i just enjoy exploring the paths humanity has taken philosophically. i am incredibly careful at keeping my school life organized with multiple planners and binders and color coded notes with special sections and labels and certain color post-it notes to keep everything together. at the same time, i cannot keep anything else in my life organized to save my life.
i have not been conscious about how exactly i treat my body until about 3-4 years ago, which is when i started to adore running as well. i do not read or write nearly as much as i used to, but i have been learning to listen better. at the same time, i have learned that my voice deserves a place as much as anyone else's.
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twenty years old next week, huh?
a small visual of who i am now
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last thing i shall leave you with for now
(mga)
have a wonderful day :)
