Tuesday, July 28, 2015

|| Worthy ||

You are more than all the things they said to you
You are more than what you say you are at 3am when you can't stop crying
You are more than how he made you feel
You are more than labels
You are more than what they try to shrink you down to
You are more than your previous mistakes
you are more than just a test score or a letter on a paper
You are more than your grades
you are more than your old choices
you are more than your sexuality
you are more than your old lies
You are more than the scars on your skin
You are more than the scars on your heart
You are more than your stretch marks
You are more than your jiggly thighs or bony wrists
You are more than your dirty clothes or ratty shoes
You are more than "pretty" or "skinny"
You are more than all your comments or likes or views
You are more than your insecurities or flaws
You are more than the fiery sun or the glittering stars in the sky
You are worth more than you could ever imagine


I've been going to these seminars and little things lately to help get me out of some previous drama in my life. Out of all of them, the one moment that stood out the most to me was when I went to my very first seminar sitting way far in the back, hiding when the lady speaking was picking out random volunteers. She would pick a random person in the crowd of about 30-50 people and hand the microphone to that person, asking what they wanted in life. Then she would ask how that would make them feel, if they had that thing they wanted.
This one particular lady she had picked said she wanted this certain job. The speaker then asked how that would make her feel if she had that job. Holding the microphone up, the lady responded "I would feel worthy." The speaker waited for a minute and went on, "So, having this job would make you feel worthy, or make you feel like you have more worth than you do now. Why is that?" Again, the lady held up the mike, responding with a little laugh, "I guess, having the money, haha." She sorta laughed  it off along with the crowd while the speaker looked at her for a moment, and then asked, "Well, can you tell me what you are worth now?"
"What am I worth?"
She was silent for a long time.
"Well...I'm worth a lot more than money."
I think about this a lot.


((still on break. just a little scheduled draft for you guys.))
((have a wonderful day ❤))

Sunday, July 19, 2015

*logs off into the sunset*

I don't understand people who make fun of other people for being part of a website
example: the whole tumblr vs. 4chan thing or whatever
like come on you aren't any cooler than any other people on the internet just
because you decided to give your email address to a different website
all in all, we're all just a bunch of nerds on the internet
actually chill

I haven't posted in a while wow I'm sorry
I still have tags to do and things to reply to on top of all the things I haven't done irl,
but I'm just going to share a few things before I decide to sort my life out.


this video was so good though

((for those of you who haven't seen it))

this is legit though this is the entire band

okay but guys I loved this here's the whole video because this was sweet

this will be the title of my autobiography ok

actually me

okay but remember owl city tweets we need more of these in our lives

she's so pretty i want her hair


this is the best/worst thing

not real lifesies


Alrighty, I know I haven't 1.) replied to comments 2.) made a post since the apocalypse
3.) been very active much on other social media things besides tumblr 4.) commented much
on other posts but that's going to have to wait a little while longer.
I was going to wait a little while later to post this, or maybe even wait until I was gone to say
anything, but I decided if I put this off any longer I won't end up getting anything done so here goes.
I'm going to be gone for a little over a week, starting this Wednesday/Thursday. I'll be back either on or a little after the first of August to check up on everything, but in the meantime, I'll have all my notifications off on all my social media stuff so I'm not spammed when I get back, so if you mentioned me in something or sent me a message, please don't be mad at me for not responding in forever. xD I'm not going to have any phone service or internet while I'm gone.
(The tag post I should have up by the time I get back too)

I'm actually going to be travelling, and we're flying over the ocean, which is going to scare the crap out of me considering I'm already scared enough of travelling over land. I do love being in airplanes and flying, but it's just every single time I've been on a plane, I always end up on the ones that fly through storms and stuff, so please be nice to me ocean. xD

Thanks for reading even though I've been a butt lately at putting things up for you to read
It's been like half a month since I've gotten anything up and now I'm leaving for the rest of the month, amazing. xD