Wreck This Journal

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So for the past 6ish months or so I'm real great with time and such I've been 

working on this little journal I bought called Wreck This Journal

It's pretty popular, especially on the arts-y, aesthetic-y, 'hipster' side of the internet

I'm also fantastic with adjectives

I'm nowhere near finished with the thing, but after finding it under a stack of homework and blankets and pictures I have yet to tape up on my wall, I flipped through a few pages and decided to share my own little book with all you little llamas (?????)

I actually Googled any other nickname besides 'llamas', but when I typed in 'all you little...' the only thing that came up was 'all you little babies in timbuktu'. Deleting my search history rn.

SOO I hope you enjoy, sorry not all of them are the greatest, this is just stuff I work on whenever I'm having an art block or when I'm avoiding homework, neither of those activities requiring much creativity. Here you go. xD

this ended up looking slightly more morbid than I had first
anticipated but oh well 

I hope this explains the whole 'I just spent the last ten minutes of my
life gluing dirt to a book' post for ya. xD

excuse my awkward hand

much social justice. very barbie. such perfection. wow.

this is in no way creative bc someone else already did this but ayy

I honestly don't even remember the original instructions for
this page, but I assume it was something along the lines of '1. dump all of your
paint on the page 2. sit on it 3. shimmy back and forth 4. open to see the mess ur life has become'

I had no intentions whatsoever of making a pattern out of this
but tape was certainly a part of it

my mom was very confused at the sight of me dumping a mug of her coffee
on one of my books. to this day I haven't explained myself.

my poor birds in the corner. I'm sorry guys I tried.

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HOPE YOU ENJOYED WHATEVER THAT WAS

Maybe when I finish, I'll do a little update post and show the rest of the pages. :}

Anywho, hope you all had a lovely weekend and good luck with the week ahead of you

Have a little Lee Pace and a daisy to help

UNTIL MY NEXT SNACK BREAK BETWEEN DOCTOR WHO EPISODES FRIENDS

actually between homework pages because I am so far behind rn send help

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When Will My Motivation Return From War

So um

that was a very different definition of 'tomorrow' than I had originally intended

HEY GUYS

Long time no see

I've been around, posting on just about every social media but here, which has been great

I've missed posting here a whole lot, I just didn't have the motivation

BUT I'M BACK SO YAY

I've decided I'm finally going to do the tags that I was nominated for months ago

(I'm so sorry guys)

There's just one thing; I won't be tagging anyone, because 1. I'm not kidding when I say I was nominated months ago, one of these are from January and I don't know why I didn't just get up and do this sooner 2. Because it's been so long, I have no idea who all has done these tags and 3. I don't really have the time right now, because the past few weeks I've been gone, blogging isn't the only thing I've been slacking in and I really need to get things done today so yeah.

If you are bored, you don't have an idea for blogging, or just want to answer some questions, by all means, consider yourself tagged and I'll come up with some questions for you that's really not a problem. xD

I'm going to try and get both tags finished and then try and get back into my regular posting...stuff.

so yeeep

The first tag I was nominated by Polka Dot Bee you should all follow her 

because her blog is adorable and she's super sweet and her photos are amazing (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Rules That I Will Be Breaking I'm Sorry

1. Copy and paste these rules on to your award post.

2. Come up with at least 5 fun questions for your nominees to answer. 

3. Nominate at least 5 people who you think are amazing and have a amazing blog. 

4. List at least 1 reason why you appreciate the people you nominated

5. Put this award on your sidebar of award/tag page if you were nominated

6. Leave a comment on your nominees blog letting them know they've been nominated

Questions

1. What doll do you want to purchase next?

There are plenty I've been obsessing over, but I really would love to get Rebecca

She's adorable and I love her hair. ^-^

2. What is your opinion on Grace Thomas?

She's cute!! Her freckles are adorable and her hair is really cute.

sorry dont have much of an opinion I havent actually seen much of her oops

3. If you were asked by AG to create the next GOTY, what would her personality be and what would she and her collection look like?

Wow okay um

I loved Sonali's curly hair and dark skin, she was adorable, so maybe something similar to her.

And maybe a sporty personality?? I honestly don't know

4. What is your favorite candy? (random question, I know ;) )
Probably Nerds or anything caramel. xD

5. What kind of AG doll do you prefer: MAG, Historical/BeForever, or GOTY?
Either BeForever or GOTY

Ginny and June were sweet enough to nominate me for the New Blogger Award

They're super sweet and talented, if you aren't already following, please check out their blog!!

1. What is your favorite book?

Right now, I'm reading The Book Thief, rereading The Search for WondLa, and just recently got into Death Note thanks to Dan and Phil which are all absolutely AMAZING. 

I don't think I'll ever have a certain favorite book, I have far too many dear to my heart.

2. What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?

Vanilla because I'm boring. xD

3. What profession would you like to pursue when you are older? 

Animation, or something in the animation or art business for sure. 

When I was little, I thought I wanted to be a teacher, up until recently. I still would like to try being a teacher if the whole art thing doesn't work out, but art is something that I could never picture myself giving up.

4. Does your handwriting look better in marker or in pencil? 

Definitely marker. xD

*moment of silence for my terrible handwriting*

5. What does the fox say? 

0:11

6. Swimming or sledding? 

NOOO DON'T DO THIS TO ME.

Probably sledding. xD

7. If a tree falls in the woods, does it make a sound?

I was going to give a really sarcastic answer to this 

but yes 

8. Why did you start your blog?

I actually went deep down into my blog (its terrifying down there) to find where I had answered this before because I really liked my answer but I can't find it. 

In short, I just wanted a place to let out everything and ramble and talk and just a place where I was free to be whoever I wanted to be.

Never in a million years did I expect to meet some of the sweetest, most talented people ever. 

*sighs* hello old friend. xD

AmericanGirlDolls4Ever has nominated me for the STAHP UR TOO SWEET FOR UR OWN GOOD award; the one and only award I'm still trying to decide whether or not I regret making. xD

nah, look at that picture, it's beautiful. 

Her blog is lovely, along with her adorable photoshoots and stories, check out her blog maybe? ^_^

1. How/Why did you begin blogging?

Answered above ^^ 

2.What is your favorite mix+match doll outfit you own?

Around mid-Decemberish I posted my one and only photoshoot of a couple of dolls I've had for years now

This dress I put together for Severihanna is probably my favorite. :]

3. What types of posts do you like to look at best?

I follow so many different blogs, I honestly have no clue. 

I absolutely love photo shoots, no matter what it's of. Crying over art other people have done is one of my favorite hobbies, so I adore those posts. A bunch of random pictures thrown together is always a blast to scroll through. 

Everything that comes up in my feed is so different and creative, and I know I'm horrible at commenting, but I do read every post and absolutely love every one. ^_^

THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE WHO NOMINATED ME <3

I feel horrible for not tagging anyone, really. Like I said, any of you are more than welcome to do any of these, just let me know if you want me to throw together some questions for you. ^_^

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Now to talk about schedules and such.

(this post is so wordy, I'm sorry)

School has been a wreck recently.

Now that we're crawling towards the end of the year, our lessons are harder and there are more tests and end of the semester projects being dumped on us. I've been struggling in school these past few weeks, and am still drowning in more schoolwork than I've ever been. I can't remember ever being this stressed about schoolwork before.

Including this post, I've only posted TWICE this entire month.

Looking back at the times when I used to post at least 4 times a week, this is kind of a disappointment for me. I know you guys don't follow me just for me to sit here and not do anything and not answer your comments for weeks. You guys reading my posts and checking up here means the world to me and I couldn't just ditch the blog like that. 

Over this next month, I may be scheduling posts on here. It's not something I'm thrilled about doing, and this means it might take me even longer to reply to comments, but it's better than not posting at all. 

Really, as I look at my feed, I've been noticing a lot of us are having a hard time posting; whether it's because school or our busy schedules, or even just not having any inspiration.

I really want to get back into posting again, it just might take me some time.

I'LL GET BACK INTO IT THOUGH I PROMISE.

I was just looking at my older posts and things today and realized that my blog is almost a year old and that I have almost 100 posts on here. Think I can make it to 100 posts before my little anniversary? xD

I HOPE YOU'RE ALL DOING WELL. 

AND ALL YOUR PETS AND SIBLINGS AND FANDOMS AND ALL

HAVE A LOVELY DAY FOR ME. <3

EAT LOTS OF PINEAPPLES
DON'T DO DRUGS
AND READ A WONDERFUL BOOK FOR ME

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Don't cry- CRAFT

HELLO ^_^

Feeling a whole lot better today

HOPE EASTER WENT WELL FOR ALL OF YOU

Here's a horrible picture of the chocolate bunny I got. xD

It looks slightly terrifying tbh, I'm just hoping I don't regret eating this

*phil lester voice* "loooove meeeee"

I just ruined Easter bunnies for everyone I'm sorry. xD

ANYWAY, other than getting slightly sick from too much chocolate,

(I'm watching my brother as he's home sick from too much chocolate as we speak)

WE GOT A PUPPY

I'M SO HAPPY

ITS A LITTLE BLACK AND WHITE SPOTTED PITBULL

I don't have pictures yet because we're not picking it up for another three weeks since she's still a little too young to be taken from her mother yet, but we went to visit our cousins and they had a litter with a bunch of puppies all about 4-5 weeks old

But this is vaguely what it looks like

(thanks google images)

it's an American bully, and I'm so excited.

We've never had a dog before either, so this'll be an adventure. xD

We have a cat and a hamster, and we almost brought home a pair of baby chinchillas

^^ what they look like for y'all who might not know

But we didn't want to bring home a zoo on Easter, so that didn't happen sadly. xD

They also had the TINNNIEST baby sugar gliders

Which I got to hold and pet and one of them actually jumped out of the cage on my mom

We had a choice between a chinchilla, a dog, or a baby sugar glider

Any one of them would've been cool, but we chose the dog

because dogs are important

(yay)

ALSO I'M FINISHED WITH TESTING

That's a thing that happened

I feel like everyone's gradually starting their own testing sessions at their schools, so if you are, good luck. Y'all are gonna do fantastic

Just imagine your favorite book character/band member/actor waiting for you at the end with a chocolate cake

Testing didn't actually go all that bad for me this year, surprisingly enough. xD

Last year, I wanted to cry because I didn't know anyone at the testing site

(We all had to go to a hotel to test with all the other students there, and I'm not the biggest socializer, so of course everyone else had friends and I was just sort of there)

and plus, at the time, they were trying out a new test that was different than the one we'd been doing every year for the past 3-4 years or so.

BUT IT WENT WELL

I'M LIKE 90% SURE I BOMBED IT

 AND I ALMOST BUSTED A VEIN LAUGHING SO HARD DURING THE TEST BECAUSE MY FRIEND KEPT MAKING WEIRD FACES AND DRAWING THINGS ON HIS PIECE OF SCRATCH PAPER WE WERE ALL GIVEN AND I DIED

BUT I MADE IT THROUGH THE TEST AND THAT'S ALL I CARE ABOUT AT THIS POINT

Last thing before I end with the usual spam of pictures and things

I finally got off my butt and did chores and bought a few things over the past 3-4 weeks. xD

1. A Van Gogh art book I've been crying over bc wow art

2. THE LITTLE PRINCE POP UP BOOKS IM SO HAPPY I FINALLY GOT IT

3. A book about drawing manga, I'm so excited, I've been working on anime lately its fun. xD

4. The Book Thief. I have no words for this book it's beautiful just wow.

5. In Real Life - a comic book by Cory Doctorow and illustrated by Jen Wang because I'm comic book trash. xD

6. A Danisnotonfire llama hat because yes

7. GERARD WAY TANK TOP

8. and some shorts I found at a second hand store woot woot. xD

and I made a little dan and phil button. xD

ALRIGHT, SOMETHING I'VE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO FOR THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE POSTED I'VE GOT SO MANY THINGS

same

I need this taped everywhere

the internet in a nutshell

I just recently rewatched the entire Bee and Puppycat series

Its so cute, and the fanart is so pretty I just

How do you art

 

AND IF YOU DIDNT SEE DAN AND PHILS APRIL FOOLS VIDEO

ITS THE BEST THING EVER

I laughed for about ten minutes this is my life

I shouldn't have laughed

"Why was Donna your favorite???"

 Have some words because I love words bye

me

Have some dancing Dil

Lately I've become utterly obsessed with pixel art/pixel gifs

(I remember spending my childhood playing pokemon and eating pizza 24/7 and then for a few years when I tried out public school I tried 'fitting in' and now I'm sitting here playing pokemon while eating fruit snacks we've come full circle folks)

Someone send help

Another thing-I've seen the original Last Airbender series and loved it and just recently heard about The Legend of Korra

I know its a little darker than the original airbender series, but heard its really good and have been drawing the characters, buying the soundtrack (which is flawless btw), and basically everything except watching the actual show.

So two questions. xD

One, is it worth watching and two, didn't it just end recently?? Am I really that far behind??

I've seen this come up on my dash so many times and every single time it makes me laugh

my art tbh

I can't handle this nerd

remember when phil pranked dan that one time and it was the cutest thing bye

I was at this little corner shop when I found this little wish capsule thing

I didn't buy one; I didn't have any money at that time

But I found it really cute and I kinda want one

Also, here's the first batch of crappy pictures I took while at the zoo. xD

The llama refused to come near me, so that was sad. The jellyfish were amazing, the lions were sleeping, and the giraffes were all eating. 'Twas a fun trip.

EDIT: this post didn't have any puns and that is unacceptable I'm sorry have some puns

k, now I am satisfied

that is all friends

*jetpacks away*

I already made a post apologizing, but since I'm the apologizing queen, I'm so so sorry for not posting. >_< I've been trying my best to comment more often on other blogs, too, and that backfired. I HAVE been reading all your lovely posts though, glad you're all doing well!! ^__^

I am planning to get the tag post up tomorrow. And this time I WILL get it up tomorrow, I won't bail on you guys for once. xD I may or may not have time to nominate people, it all depends on whether or not I can find enough people who haven't done the tags. One of the main problems with being so late to these things...

Well, until next snack break between Doctor Who episodes, friends.

EAT LOTS OF PINEAPPLES AND DRINK LOTS OF WATER

DON'T DO DRUGS AND STAY WARM/COOL DEPENDING ON WHAT THE WEATHER'S LIKE WHERE YOU ARE. STAY COMFORTABLE

AND READ A LOVELY BOOK FOR ME ^_^

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!!!

flower 4 u 

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100% me rn